Fuck I Missed A Post

I was watching Show Me A Hero and then I guess I just went to bed.



What have I been thinking about?

Self love and the intricate balancing act it requires (arrogance is bad, but low self esteem generally makes you pretty shitty to the people around you).

Nihilism: Is there any way to avoid it? I feel like we are the high water mark of civilization and we haven't even realized it. I feel bad for everybody who hasn't had the ability to be a white straight guy in this current time. It is fucking great. Free media, plentiful food, ability to say whatever the fuck I want (not that it makes any difference but still, cathartic to say). Lots of fun things easily accessible if you're smart and savvy (like I am). I think things will be a lot less plentiful in 30 years. Climate change is going to destroy us all. Let's dance in front of the tsunami.

Fear: I'm really scared of the coming semester. I don't think I've shown a great ability for self care, and I have a few courses I could just be completely unprepared for. Ah well we'll see.

Thirst: IT HAS BEEN TOO LONG DEAR GOD I AM GOING TO TRAPPER'S YOU KNOW THINGS ARE BAD

Peace out readers!

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