At A Certain Point

In a bonafide certified depressive episode you have to make a decision about how much you are going to allow it to affect your life, how much value there is to you going "this is a real thing and I have legitimate concerns", and whether you can't just force yourself to do something, anything to oppose the overwhelming feeling of physical and emotional inability that is paralyzing you.

Because succumbing further isn't going to make things better. Because you are going to be fine god damn it but it's not just a matter of waiting it out you have to do things to get out.

Time to write.